i publish this before in Facebook. Yes, i also want to publish this here too. Let everyone read how depress i am.
Great, all the hardcore work i had put in was just a waste. My grades has met the standards of going NA next year, thanks to the teachers they didn't allow me to go.This is barely unfair, they have no right to do this. I AM SO FUCKED UP. Then it's pointless staying in Technical. Gosh, i would have no future with this life. Technical class really drags me down. I don't hate my class just hates being there.
IT'S POINTLESS and it's a FACT that i will have NO FUTURE and be living in a misery life. ARGHHH!! Damn, all this stupid achievements that i have right now is a WASTE. i rather be just like SHAHREEZAN than one stupid nerd who can't go NA. ARGHHH. The only one goal that i couldn't achieve made me lose my confident and there's no hope that i can believe in myself again.
Sunday, November 1, 2009,4:22 PM |
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NoOr£aZeLaH,
Call by £aZeLaH, Faz, Fadzila. my nickname would be Fitz/Hestings/Zoid/Allen/Godzilla (nicknamed by Royzat,Sonjula and the entire class?)/.
a year older on 20th Nov. I am a photographer/skater/mogul and yes a egoistic student. I love to entertain or meet people who are funny&crappy&fun.
I love both Korean and English R&B/Pop/Indie music.The colors i adore are RED&NAVY BLUE and so on. Photography, fashion and extreme sports is what i do. I am afraid of creepy crawlies,
heights. My addiction are chocolates and junky food.