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The rest are still unwritten.

Lately, been watching house makeover and cribs show. I'm inspired and of course envy about their houses. Oh well my dream house must have this stuff:

• Pool & Hot Tub
• Dirt bike track & 3 dirt bikes
  
• Water fountain
  
• Game Room & Jamming
• Gym - Soccer, Basketball, Punching Bag etc.
  
• Home Theater
• Paint Ball Room
• Courtyard Skate-park
• 3 hot rides
  
• Rock Climbing
• Secret HIDE out rooms
• High security

A home that is full of interacting, parties and just FUN. So what's your dream house like?

Picture guide you away. Brought a skateboard, regret and done. Yup i'm gonna do stupid stuff with that board.

Make a Smilebox collage

Yet again let the videos guide you! Yes, i mastered the beginners with the help of Elias and Ee Jiet! Oh yeah yasmin is halfway there! Keep on training! Sweat it alot.







Videos will guide you away.















Oh man, so exhausted!! Everything was well set, till i found out that my IDIOT LITTLE BROTHER LOST MY WALLET AND PASSPORT ALONG. Till then, i waited till he came home. But he didn't i scream and yell till my brother woke up. Thankfully he didn't shouted at me because of that. Moving on it's my birthday! Yay me.

After that more horrible news! A message from phoebe about class gathering, then she told me that HALF OF THE CLASS NOT COMING. Which made me officially pissed off. Most of them cared for themselves. Whatever, i'm off to SK and Wei Siang. Boys would be boys, they took out their PSP which i regret not bring-ing along. So music is my only best friend. Sleep me away music.

When we got there, EEW wet and dirty! NO! Shoes, everything! Photography with maryam. The food was awesome. I got bashed like 5 times or more! Frog attack by the guys. Hate it.

Shout out to Royzat:
Roy why! Man why! Get well soon, don't walk alot i think. I really hope that you were there :[

Happy birthday 14th to me.
Just look at my achievements, the ones i work my brains. I grown so much, in a way i love to achieve and move on. Not manner what happens i will not go down without a fight. If Mr Lo don't allow me to go NA, than my job is to prove him wrong. I will not go out BOWEN until i get my O Level, and my passion for soccer again. No matter how many times i tried to let go of soccer, i just can't. I really hope that Royzat wish me this time. He's my life-line, and everything.


SEE THAT!
BENNA = FEMALE VERSION!

Going hero into STINKFLY! and off to KL, MALAYSIA...


Snow it down, the day i get to BASH up See Kang and Shafiq! We deceided to head for snow city! It took us about a hour to reach there. Fun was the word was stuck in our head. We paid for one hour entry and lastly we played a hour extra. I was wrong. EVERYONE BASHED ME UP. Oh well that's what i get for bashing them on their birthday. I had alot of fun, ski-ing down the icy slide. It ease all the problems i had locked in my mind. On the trip home, Yasmin started talking alot of craps about our favourite topic. We laugh in the train. Laughter brought us joy and a memory that can't be erase. Shout out Happy birthday Shafiq and See Kang the buddies that can drive me insane..


Lately, i am a busy bee because of the planning CG, my CG outfit, KL trip and another tons of stuff that is possibly to think about. So today i did some shopping for my trip and CG with my partner Shafina and her man. Alot of stress i almost scream. But thankfully Arshwyn was there to help us out. Such a gentlemen, i am very impressed. Oh yeah, it sucks because we are kinda short of money for food. Since there's only 50 bucks! We brought less items than we used too. So sad.

KL trip is a bummer because the hotel that i insanely loved HAS BEEN CHANGED! To a stupid 4 stars hotel which is Grand Seasons. Yes i been there before too, food sucks. Limited verity of food. Oh yes, i planned to bring little stuff and it fits into my bagpack! COOL, abit blacky though. On the 17 i be having my breakfast at Mac nearby Vanessa place. Pretty much i be leaving my house at 4am. Oh well. About my outfit for CG, i don't even know. HAAH. Pretty much wearing something that i can RUN in! CG is going to be fun IF i'm going. I'm thinking that Roy & Syamir is planning to throw me into the SEA! arhh.. Maryam? WORST!

I was woken up with 7 messages and 4 missed calls, it was all because of AFORTE. A reminder of passport submitting. Oh great, tons of housework here i come. Didn't get a good rest because i watched the whole Fringe season one till 4 or isit 5am IN THE MORNING! But it was worth it, that science do exist. I did all my housework late at 7pm, because the computer and PS2 dragged me into the game i possibly couldn't resist. Bang, my cousin came here just to chill. Seriously SHE CAN'T DRIVE!! So all the housework gave me a back cramp! OUCH.

I knew that i would be damn busy with this ENTIRE WEEK and NEXT WEEK, so i decided to plan my outfit for Class Gathering which is just days away! But before that a sudden vibration grabs my attention. I thought it was another message from Yasmin, because she is a SPAMMER. I was wrong! It was Roy, i took a deep breath before i read the message. Surprisingly it was only 2 messages. He said he's going to bash me up! Argh, Thinesh! Come on we got to run. They are aiming for us.

Damn it, image spoilt.

Royzat said; u suck.
Royzat said; u are a problematic girl
Royzat said; i hate you.
Royzat said; u suck, bye.

Fazelah said; so? it's your problem not mine.
Fazelah said; what? stupid or what?! ask stupid questions and want to create problems then go offline? What a joke. YOUR KONEK

In a sudden ask me STUPID questions when you can find out yourself! Like one blur konek who don't even use his bloody so called NA brains! Oh, so now you said i got problems? I'm a girl with problems? Seriously? Oh wow, EVERYONE GOT PROBLEMS you mother slut jerk. Yes! i did say your mother! Why? Got a problem with it? BBF your KONEK. . Fine hate me all you want! It's your problem not mine! You're such a joke to me.

Wow, i heard this song and i change the lyrics. So what do you think about this. You should listen instrumental one, it fits!

- Fireflies - Owl City

You gave me Fireflies
and i gave bapok guys.
The World Fell Asleep as
They Fill The Open Air
And Leave Teardrops Everywhere
You'd Think me crazy but i'm not.
And I Wouuld Just Stand And stare
I'd Like To make Myself Believe That Planet earth Turns CRAZY
It's Hard To Say That I'd Rather Stay Awake When I'm NAKED.
Cause Everything Is Never As It Seems

The recently tremendous fight with one of my sucker+ jerk+ best buddy+ heartless + unknown + zombie + punching bag + a bad liar + kinda pathetic = ROYZAT JUNIOR.

Yup, i told him everything how i felt about him whenever he explode me up.

He SAID 'let's be BBF.' In the end who is ignoring who, LIES, keeping secrets. Soon when good things comes to an end.

All i can say is, "whatever that came out from your mouth are just another lie of yours."

Random video, maryam's idea.
- LAN CHAOS

Yup, my title said it all. HAHA. LAN was like freaking awesome. We played like nobody's house like that, scream+shout=vulgarities while i shouted KONEK non-stop. Totally pissed off whenever smoker grabs me. Maryam was like ARHHH! SHIT. FUCK FUCK! NOO! Hafiz was our right hand man, he help us through out the game. The LAN was like a mania a combination of arcade and LAN. COOL or what, the arcade cost us 50 cents per game! After that, we bum up with ALI and NAZRI and the other guy. They too played the same game. At first i was kinda shock cause i thought that they wouldn't be interested in this kind of games. Okay i underestimate them. WATCH THE VIDEO AND SEE WHAT WE DO NEXT! i know my hair & face sucks.

i publish this before in Facebook. Yes, i also want to publish this here too. Let everyone read how depress i am.


Great, all the hardcore work i had put in was just a waste. My grades has met the standards of going NA next year, thanks to the teachers they didn't allow me to go.This is barely unfair, they have no right to do this. I AM SO FUCKED UP. Then it's pointless staying in Technical. Gosh, i would have no future with this life. Technical class really drags me down. I don't hate my class just hates being there.

IT'S POINTLESS and it's a FACT that i will have NO FUTURE and be living in a misery life. ARGHHH!! Damn, all this stupid achievements that i have right now is a WASTE. i rather be just like SHAHREEZAN than one stupid nerd who can't go NA. ARGHHH. The only one goal that i couldn't achieve made me lose my confident and there's no hope that i can believe in myself again.



Talk about obsession of a epic story. Yes, i am obsessed with the epic fantasy, violent, action and romance in this series. Yes, all i can think of is this. The heart pumping ego driven epic series is totally taking over my head. The story is from a book, which of course there's SEASON 2 and so on. Which i am dying to watch. I have been searching for the book for decades. I watched pretty much almost the ending of the season, two more to go. Yup, i am not going to watch it in the internet but though TV. Oh damn, i am carving for Terry Goodkind's sword of truth book series and the DVD. Yes it's all done by the pros from Lord of the Rings, Narnia and those fantasy-action pack movies. The place where they are shooting at is somewhere to die for. Surprisingly it's at NEW ZEALAND! i would immigrate to NEW ZEALAND and Australia ASAP. USA immigration test is a never possible test to gain.