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The rest are still unwritten.

Oh; please stop spinning me around. Just leave me, with a blank mind so it could be over. Been having a hard time wondering if I would really want to go NA, and be retained for a year. Just to get used with the new syllabuses, friends and a whole new life. It’s like another nightmare, barely losing all my real buds, all those cherish moments I had with them. No I don’t want to lose them. But I have too, because we will never be in touch again.

I have a choice, but I am afraid to make them. If I don’t, it will turn down my parent wishes. If I do, I would be barely losing all my bud, one by one. I can’t do both. Or maybe I should just give up. Let everything go, let it pass by. Somehow like a nightmare. Knowing everything is never going to be over.